I was 22, and I had just started dating my boyfriend. I felt pregnant, so I turned to a friend who I knew had had two abortions before. I wasn't thinking that maybe she would have a one-sided opinion. From the moment I found out I was pregnant, she pushed abortion on me and told me I wasn't ready and it wasn't the right time. After the abortion, I cried, but I moved on—or so I thought. I came to the decision that night to have an abortion and my friend made the appointment And took me. My boyfriend is now my husband, after dating for eight years. We just got married, and now I'm pregnant again, but I feel so much regret for what I did back then. I look at my life and wonder how much better it would have been to have the baby. After the abortion I became so protective about not getting pregnant again that it prevented us from moving on. I didn't realize that we were ready to have kids so many years ago, and now I'm coming to the end of my "maternal age" with no children. I had fears of my child growing up in two homes with two parents arguing. I was wrong... Click here to read the rest .